Life

Life is funny. Life is always changing. Life can be hard. Life can be easy. Life makes you cry. Life make you laugh. Life stresses you out and life touches your heart. I heard a song on the radio the other day and the words went like this:

Got a call last night from an old friend’s wife
Said I hate to bother you
Johnny Ray fell off the wagon

He’s been gone all afternoon

I know my buddy so I drove to Skully’s

And found him at the bar

I say hey man, what’s going on

He said I don’t know where to start

Sarah’s old car’s about to fall apart

And the washer quit last week

We had to put momma in the nursing home

And the baby’s cutting teeth

I didn’t get much work this week

And I got bills to pay

I said I know this ain’t what you wanna hear

But it's what I'm gonna say

Sounds like life to me it ain’t no fantasy

It’s just a common case of everyday reality

Man I know it’s tough but you gotta suck it up

To hear you talk you’re caught up in some tragedy

It sounds like life to me

So what's been going around in the Clayton home?.... Life.

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Chris is in his final weeks of his first real semester of graduate school and it is kicking our butts. Most days the kids are up after he leaves and back to bed before he is home. I am getting a small taste of how it is to be a single mom and I have a new respect for those moms. However Chris is doing well in school, he is such a smart guy and I am very very proud of him. I try to be supportive and independent (I dont need no stinkin husband) and most of the time I do pretty well. Other times not so much (Have we met before? You look vaugely familiar). It helps to remember that Chris is just as stressed and would be home in a heartbeat if he could.

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We put up the Christmas Tree a few weeks ago. Kaden loves it. He loved hanging up the ornaments and insists that the Christmas tree be plugged in at all times. If he comes out and it is not plugged in he says "OH NO broken... what are we gonna do mommy?..... what happened?" Then once it is plugged back in he says "oooh pretty" he always points to the star at the top and exclaims "look at the star!!" He makes the tree seem so much more exciting then it is. Taycee also loves the tree. She loves to pull off the ornaments and shake the branches. The ornaments have now been moved up to the top of the tree and the bottom half is bare.

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Thanksgiving was great. Good times, great food, fabulous company. It is always so nice to have a small break with family where the alarm clocks aren't going off at all hours of the morning and deadlines don't have to be met. It was appropriately unplanned and lazy. We had two turkeys, 10 pies and lots and lots of leftovers. I love the Clayton family so much and am always sad when the time comes to go back home.

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While in St George I decided to try my hand at some pictures since we never got 1 year pictures of Taycee. Unfortunately the day we decided to do it the weather was cold and windy. So we got a few... but not many, I did get quite a few not looking at the camera not smiling pictures though. Taycee has a new found fascination with dancing. She shimmys her chest and shakes her head. For some reason every time I told her to smile she danced.. go figure.

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We took the kids to see Santa for the first time this year. Kaden thought it was great, he ran up and gave Santa a big hug. Santa sat him on his lap and asked him what he wanted and Kaden gave him a blank stare. I think Santa thought Kaden was a little older than he is. He is the size of a 4 year old but he is still only 2.... and a bit behind in speech still. I wanted to snap a picture of both kids with Santa and so I sat Taycee down in his lap. She did NOT like this idea at all and immediately started to scream. I took a picture anyway... I know... great mom. I love Santas face in the picture.

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I am DONE with all my Christmas shopping and better yet I did it for LESS than the amount we budgeted. Small pat on the back for me.

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I've been on a small quest lately to find a sense of accomplishment and importance. I've heard from the time I was little that being a mom is one of the most important things you can do in this life. And I honestly do believe that. What they don't tell you is that a lot of the time you feel forgotten, unimportant, and unaccomplished.. at least I do. Maybe I am the only one who feels that way. I read through my friends blogs and most of what I read is about how happy they are to be a mom. How much fun it is for them and how great their life is... always. Don't get me wrong I love my children more than words can say. I love their sweet hugs and I even love the slobbery kisses I usually have to wipe off. But I do miss the feeling of success and accomplishment that came from my job. Mundane tasks like dishes and counter tops that I literally do 3 or more times a day just don't seem to give those same feelings. I asked my mom if she ever felt like this and she basically said there are always bad days but when you are 45 and the kids are gone and you can call them on the phone and hear about their life and you can sleep in and watch corny Hallmark videos and sit and stare at your Christmas tree life is pretty great. So I guess the message is hold out til 45 and then there is peace. :D 20 more years to go.
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I did my first family photo shoot for a friends family and I think they turned out pretty cute. :) If any one else is looking for some family pics before they send out Christmas Cards let me know! Here is a small sample

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Chris woke up last night and said "you'll go when I say you can" then he leaned over to me and pointed to the side of the bed and whispered "I see them sneakers, I see them sneakin. do you see em sneakers" I stifled a laugh and said "yeah" he then said "where are they goin" I said "I don't know where are they going?" he then looked at me with a mixture of confusion and disgust and said "I don't know, its just a movie". Hahaha I love him.

Taycee Lynn Clayton

Taycee started really walking in the past few weeks. However she still prefers crawling and will only walk if you make her. She has also picked up a new form of crawling, while she crawls she puts her head to the ground so she looks like a bulldozer plowing her way through with her head.
She had her 1 year checkup last week and her stats were as follows

Weight: 23 lbs 13 oz - 80th percentile
Lenght: 30 1/4 inches- 80th percentile
Head Circumference: 18.46 inches- 80th percentile



It amazes me that Kaden was 4 lbs heavier and 3 inches longer at that same age. He was a big big boy.

We love you Taycee!

Kaden 1 year

Happy Birthday Taycee!!

Our little tiny baby girl is not so little tiny. It is hard to believe that a year ago I was hold a 5 week early 5lb 11 oz newborn baby. Now she is a chunky active 1 year old. It makes me sad. :( We had a party for Taycee on the 21st. We cleared out the front of our house and set up chairs. Luckily we had enough room to fit all of the family and friends that came. Taycee sure is one loved little girl. She was spoiled with many new clothes and toys. Things took a slight turn for the worse after Taycee ate WAY TOO MUCH of her cute little birthday cake and threw up in her high chair. She had had a slight fever that morning so after the cake we gave her some Tylenol and put her to bed. She slept for about 2 hours, when I went to get her after she woke up I held her for about 30 seconds before she emptied the rest of the contents of her tummy all over me and herself. Poor girl. She wasn't getting any better and a few hours later we called the dr. who instructed us to try and keep her medicated with Tylenol and Motrin to control the sickness and if it got worse to bring her in.
Chris's dad was here so they decided to give her a blessings. Within minutes after the blessings she was up jumping around laughing and happy as can be and she hasn't had a trace of sickness since. It was amazing to watch, one minute she was lethargic and visibly very sick and 5 minutes later she was the happiest most energetic baby ever. I am so grateful to have worthy priesthood holders in my home to be able to give blessings.
Luckily today is her real birthday so she was happy and healthy today.

Tha party was a lady bug theme. My friend Crystal made these darling cakes! Check out her blog here.

Taycee was a "birthday bug" she looked pretty cute.

So cute from behind!

Happy Britdhay Princess,

Mommy and Daddy love you so much. We are so proud of you. You are such a smart little girl. You learn things so quickly and are so curious about everything around you. My favorite part of the day is going to get you out of your crib when you wake up, you are always so happy to see me. You stand up on the side of your crib and jump up and down and squeal. You hugs and kisses are the greatest. When you get in your cuddly moods I could sit and hold you forever. You blow kisses now to everyone and strangers stop and coo over you all the time. You can say "ah oh" "bye" "hi" "mama" "dada" and "patty cake". You love music and shake your head and wiggle your body every time you hear something with a beat. You love your little brother and watch everything he does and try to copy him. You got a little stroller and two dollies for your birthday and you love them. Yesterday you picked up a dolly and tried to rock it the way we rock you. You are almost walking now but are really unsteady and usually fall on your bum. You are such a special part of mommy and daddys life. You make us smile and laugh everyday. You will always have a special place in our hearts as our first little princess.

We love you baby girl!

-Mom and Dad

Happy Birthday Grandpa

It has been a crazy week at our house. Last Tuesday night Chris came home feeling very sick. He was worried it was swine flu. This caused a minor heart attack for me because the kids hadn't been fully vaccinated yet. Kaden had his first does but had to wait for a month for his second dose. Taycee hadn't even been vaccinated yet. That night we quarantined Chris away from the kids and tried to decide what to do for the rest of the week. We decided to go to bed and see how he felt in the morning. Wednesday morning as Chris was lying in bed and I was trying to keep the kids happy, quiet, and away from Chris the worst possible thing happened, I bent over and threw out my back. I simply bent over to pick up Taycee and it was over. My knees buckled from the pain and I was all by paralyzed. It hurt to laugh, it hurt to move, it hurt to breath deep. Can you see the predicament here? I am paralyzed in pain and Chris is suppose to stay far away from the kids... HELP! It made for a very interesting few hours in which the kids were put down for early naps, doctors were called, moms were called, Chris tried to get me on to the bed and passed out. ( I try to say it was just because he was really weak and not because I am a hippo) Long story short we have super moms who came to our rescue. My mom showed up a few hours later and took over for the rest of the day and Chris's parents took the kids down to St George a few days early.

We are doing much better now. I still have some residing pain in my back but Chris is back to full health and the kids never caught anything.

We went down to St George this weekend for Kelly's birthday which is actually today. It is always so nice to spend time with family, and even better to do it in warmer weather.

We love Kelly/Dad/Grandpa so much! He is always one of the first to jump when we need help. He loves our kids more than words can say and they know it. They are always so happy to see grandpa. Kaden asks me daily to call and talk to gama and gampa. He is a great example to all of us and we are so grateful for him in our life.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Kaden brought me the camera today and ASKED for a "pikchur" after I took one he looked at it and said "ah cute..again" this process continued and ever picture had a new face. Who is this kid?? haha I laughed for a long time over these pictures.

Its these faces that make up for the not so nice faces. Yesterday I made him a sandwich that he ASKED for. He refused to eat it and I wouldn't let him get down til he at least had a few bites. I said "Kaden take 3 bites of your sandwich" he said "You're crazy, no way!" What?! who gave him permission to have that attitude. Oh boy we are in for it.
In sacrament meeting last week during the sacrament he took a drink of the water and said.. or should I say yelled... " UMMM DATS GOOD, I LIKE IT!" we are quite entertaining in church. :)

We put curlers in Taycee's pigtails. haha she is so cute. She is almost walking. She takes 4 or 5 steps every now and then but she is still really wobbly.

Grandma and Kaden

Frezzer Meals

It has been a very BUSY and very PRODUCTIVE Saturday. Awhile back Chris and I invested in this...Ever since then I have been busy buying things to fill it up. We are not use to having any extra freezer space. It's nice. I recommend it. My mom has made freezer meals from time to time so I decided we were in need of a "girls day" and informed my mom and sisters they were all going to be at my moms house on the 7th of November for a freezer meal party. And a party it was.
We started at 7:00 am... ok my mom started then, I really started about 7:30. The first item on the list was Browning all the hamburger and cooking all the chicken. My mom has about 20 freezer meal recipes but we decided just to do our favorite 10 (which actually became 11) and do multiples of each meal. We browned about 20 lbs of hamburger and cooked and diced 5 bags of chicken (which wasn't even enough).

Don't judge the our appearances in the next series of photos. It wasn't a "get ready day" it was a "who cares what you look like we have 40 dinners to make" day. Next we started in on dicing and peeling the onions needed for recipes. We had a slight crying party for the next 20 min. and anyone who walked in the kitchen for a few hours afterward got a bit teary eyed.We had fun.
Mom can't be mad for me putting this up. I told her to smile... she did this.
We put each meal in a gallon freezer baggie (expect the lasagna) and label it with the name of the meal and cooking directions.

I may or may not have dropped a plate of chicken enchilada filling on the ground.
Ok I did.

But the end result looked a little something like this.... (times 2)

Here is a list of our end product

Chicken Divan (3 Dinners)

Chicken Rice Casserole ( 3 Dinners)

Chicken Pockets (3 Dinners)

Sweet and Sour Chicken (3 Dinners)

Chicken Enchiladas ( 4 Dinners)

Stuffed Manicotti (3 Dinners)

Ham Rolls (4 Dinners)

Lasagna ( 7 Dinners)

Beef Ravioli ( 3 Dinners)

Sloppy Joes ( 3 Dinners)

Meatballs ( 3 Dinners)

39 dinners total.... if you are wondering how much the groceries cost I spent $210 dollars for all the ingredients and actually had a lot of some stuff left over. However I was short on Chicken and a few other things so all in all I think 210 is a fair amount to say. Which means that each meal cost $5.38. Not bad if you ask me. The other great thing is these are LARGE meals and will easily last my family of four 2 nights.

We finished making all the meals about 3 o'clock so it took us about 8 hours and we didn't stop for any breaks.

I came home with a car full of yummy yummy food. Put it in the freezer. Kissed my husband and kids hello, changed my shoes, kissed my husband and kids goodbye and headed back out the door to go teach dance. I am now returning back home, and need to wind down from dancing. I figured blogging is a good way to do that.

So that was my busy busy Saturday... how was yours?